Chances, Changes, and Strange Shapes

by Kate Bolton Bonnici


At the beginning of writing, there is a loss.

—Michel de Certeau, “The Unnamable”

In the spring of 2020, I tried over the phone to help my grandmother—97, already living alone, and now entirely isolated due to COVID restrictions—figure out how to operate a laptop computer so she could send emails and read the news online. Meanwhile in my own reading, I toggled between doomscrolling headlines and reading early modern plague literature, particularly the remarkable blackletter print pamphlet attributed to Thomas Dekker, The Wonderfull Yeare. 1603. Wherein is shewed the picture of London, lying sicke of the Plague. Through prose and poetry, The Wonderfull Yeare navigates that earlier mirabilis annus, ranging from Queen Elizabeth’s death to the onslaught of widespread illness, by “tell[ing] only of the chances, changes, and strange shapes that this Protean Climactericall yeare hath metamorphosed himselfe into.”

Reading may become writing when one wants communion. For writing begins, as Michel de Certeau explains, in loss. This loss lies not only in the impossible distance between presence and sign, but more broadly, writing begins in want, which is both lack and desire. Writing into the want of and for communion (with far-away family, long-ago literatures) can necessitate chances and changes, strange shapes. And so the following poems, which are also essays, practice immersive marginalia turned contrapuntal form to evoke stichomythia, the dialogic method of tragedy wherein speakers address one another across the hemistich. All of which is to suggest the rhythms of want.

Composition as communion—writing with, which is a means of being with—conjures, in de Certeau’s phrase, “the relics of a walk through language” (195).1 The earlier text is other than palimpsest, the written-over. The relics are not just bones, not just objects, but become sonic subjects, felt presences that materially reverberate from tombs or hollows or digital archives to alter our understanding of where absence might be, how space can and does touch the body.

From The Wonderfull Yeare to a 1587 chronicle of Joan Cason’s trial and execution for invoking evil spirits, I walk through language (un)learned and looked for, as Nalo Hopkinson’s narrator might remind us in “Riding the Red,” a contemporary story of what our grandmothers try to teach before it’s too late that I read alongside Sir Thomas More’s Utopia and near my own grandmother’s death in late autumn. From there to Scottish minister Robert Kirk’s 17th-century notebook of fairy beliefs—charting not miniature frivolities but the burdens and possibilities of second sight. In this assemblage, the stichomythic bid for dialogue becomes co-walker, shadow, echo. What’s read repeats in writing. There it is changed; there, given a chance, it changes.

During This Pandemic I Read Thomas Dekker’s “The Wonderfull Yeare. 1603”2

Witch Stichomythia: Joan Cason, Executed in 15863

Still Utopia4

“Echo: A sound rebounding to a noise or voice in a valley or wood; a resounding or giving again of the voice.”5

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  1. The epigraph and citations to Michel de Certeau come from “The Unnamable,” The Practice of Everyday Life.
  2. Some of the italicized text in “During This Pandemic I Read Thomas Dekker’s ‘The Wonderfull Yeare. 1603’” comes from The Wonderfull Yeare. 1603. Wherein is shewed the picture of London, lying sicke of the Plague (EEBO) and from Ovid’s Metamorphoses.
  3. The left-sided text (to which line breaks have been added) comes from Raphael Holinshed’s Chronicles of England, Scotland, and Ireland, London, 1587 (1808 ed., IV, 891-893). See also Barbara Rosen’s Witchcraft in England, 1558-1618. The right-sided text quotes or refers to H.D.’s Trilogy: The Walls Do Not Fall, Tribute to the Angels, The Flowering of the Rod and Simone Weil’s notes posthumously published as Gravity and Grace.
  4. “Still Utopia” quotes, in italics, Thomas More’s Utopia (51), and Nalo Hopkinson’s “Riding the Red,” from the collection Skinfolk (3-4).
  5. The title of and some language contained within “Echo: A sound rebounding to a noise or voice in a valley or wood; a resounding or giving again of the voice” comes from Robert Kirk’s notebook of observations on Scottish fairy belief, compiled circa 1691 and posthumously published. The Secret Commonwealth: An Essay on the Nature and Actions of the Subterranean (and for the Most Part) Invisible People, heretofore Going under the Name of Elves, Fauns & Fairies. This poem also quotes lines from John Webster’s play The Duchess of Malfi, and refers to Julia Reinhard Lupton’s epilogue to Thinking with Shakespeare: Essays on Politics and Life (260-261).